July 9, 2019

Revelation

I’ve been studying my Bible

diligently praying, thinking hard

I’m trying to change my thought

have it follow along with yours

but I can’t, I simply cannot do it

The closer I try to get to you

the further away God takes me

My thought indeed is changing

but is not changing toward you

(It seems you have blessed me

In being willing to learn from you

I am more able to learn from God

And now I have the great problem

of somehow countering your lies

knowing you will not hear me)

Now I’m wondering “Now what?”

what do I do now I’ve changed

am changing, further from you?

What do I do, how do I do it

is doing even what God wants?