September 1986

sitting here

morose

I tried Lord

I really did

was I right or wrong

Lord, to me you are

awesome!

beyond belief

I praise you as I can

here I sit

the leader for tonight

afraid

do they hate me?

was our talk false?

Lord I tried

I tried to praise you

did they as well?

I tried to praise you

to somehow show

how I love you

how you deserve such honour

praise and admiration

was I wrong?

they tried to laugh

out of time

I spoke a lot

and got frustrated

Lord, I’m so confused

who was right

why am I so sad?

now they sit and speak

so free and clear

and here I sit

a stranger

why?

this is a group

designed to praise

and glorify your name

here we sit

talking turkey

At a Young Adults meeting where I was the

leader of a Bible Study that failed miserably.