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April 12, 2018

 

The Hardest Part

 

the hardest part, at least for me

 

is not the endless sadness

looming dusk-like over noon-bright

shadowing the joy of every delight

 

is not the absent friendships

those failing human touches

that gives you no-one to care

 

is not the foolish mind-set

that wants to always remember

where what is fails as should be

 

is not these dark walls I build

to keep out what will cause pain

if let come too close to me

 

my God is greater than all these

His pull up-ward outdoes their pull down-ward

He is my steadfast foundation

He is the sole reason I still live

 

No

 

the hardest part, at least for me

 

is knowing I cannot trust my thoughts

is knowing my mind could betray me

is knowing I cannot know if what is, is

 

is being forever in this uncertain fog

 


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