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October 8, 2004
The Long Dark Night of Peter Rhebergen
"I'm forgiven, because You were forsaken I'm accepted, You were condemned I'm alive and well, Your Spirit is within me Because You died and rose again
Amazing love, how can it be That You my King would die for me?"
pride goeth before the fall
in the evening the mirror showing a man of God resolute and strong able to overcome stalwart
in the morning nothing but reality no more than a man who resisted temptation once less than he needed to
in the night a struggle between creature and Creator flesh and spirit sleepless hours earnest prayer excuses failure
regret
and questions
"Have I fallen off of the path, or just fallen on the grace of God?"
"Do I remain deserving of God?"
"Does God still love this man?
and answers
"Even David fell and got up again unswerving in his love for God."
"I didn't deserve God in the beginning when He took me out of death."
"YES!" the Bible tells me so
and repentance it is not God's fault, He has not failed it is mine, I am weak and needful of forgiveness, that is God's and out of my hands except to accept it over again as I need it each moment anew (I need Thee every hour!) forgetting once again (assuming self-sufficiency) I am nothing if I am not in Christ
If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
After a time of struggle and failure and the realization of God's mercy.
Scripture from 1 John 1:8-9 Quote beneath title from "You Are My King" by Billy James Foote
The title and idea are very loose echoes of the fifth season Babylon 5 episode "The Very Long Night of Londo Mollari"
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