April 23, 1996
A Treatise on the Christian Life
being a Christian is the hardest task
assailed within and without
by temptations both bold and delightful
(seldom will the tempter set
a snare with repulsive deeds
to lure us from our golden hope)
that must constantly be quelled
a tiresome task at best
yet our desire holds us strong
for the hope of meeting Christ
and living for Him to die
is often greater than our need for fame
but even if it weren't
our hope of self-eternal prevents us
for to say "I desire 'this'"
is to realize that 'this' is sin
to sin is death
and death is what we wish to avoid
so self preservation prevents us from dying
by our very fear of death
as our desire to live with God
secures us from that He hates
some tasks are harder than resistance
of which forgiveness is one
in forgiving we are not
as some would have it
forgetting a wrong once done
we are unable to forget
the past
(and often cherish it far beyond its worth)
when a Christian forgives a wrong
the pain of that wrong remains
resting upon the one forgiving
who in innocence forgives
he who has the wrong
if we have been wronged
retribution is what we are raised to take
yet God commands us to forgive
to accept the person wronging
if not the wrong itself
for no cause other than our love for Him
and our love for him
the pain remains and must be borne
beneath the gentle hand of God
who knows from heaven
far more than mere human minds assert