January 22, 2021 - April 30, 2021

depression

it feels like being at a party

and you’re the only one not smiling

but you know you should be smiling

and you know you could be smiling

but you’re not able to smile

it’s not that you don’t enjoy smiling

and you seem to get a kick out of it

on the odd times that you can smile

but the excitement and joy are absent

are gone the way of summer’s sun