July 22, 2020

Father!

I don’t want to be here

this place is too dark

too lonely

too … icanonlycarryonbecauseYouareholdingmeup

I guess it’s not a bad thing

that I depend so much on You

but can it be a good thing

that I can’t depend on others

(or that I’m not even certain

if I really can’t or only think I can’t)