November 1-2, 2022

How Will I Do This?

I’m feeling miserable today

there’s no reason for it

but I do

and

in a few moments I must

eat lunch with my family

and I find myself wondering

how will I do this?

and

this afternoon I must

be productively employed

and I find myself wondering

how will I do this?

and

in a few hours I must

eat dinner with an old friend

and I find myself wondering

how will I do this?

and

until I die I must

live

and I am wondering

how am I ever going to do that?