November 1988

my friend

you are confused

and in your confusion

you abuse my love for you

hurting me

the first that it happened

I hated you

feeling you betrayed my love

now I am older

praying for you instead

that you may be

what God wants

happy

and serving Him

fulfilling the trust

He has placed in you

personally

I pray it happens soon

for I find I am unable

to remain your friend

on your terms alone

       though I love you still

I too

am a child of God

I too

have fears

After Randy V. exploded for some reason or an other