May 11, 2018

sometimes, I think,

God uses my depression

to save me

like today

as coming from my walk

I could not

simply COULD NOT

buy chocolate for my Moms

for Mother’s Day

it was too hard to speak

no matter how friendly,

and maybe because,

the cashier would be

intimidating

and then

an hour or so after fear

a text from my son

“Dad, could you …?”

and I bought the chocolate

for him I couldn’t for me

saved again